Done. Relief.

No, i'm not talking about going to the toilet to do business.

I finally voiced out what i wanted to say.

Between loyalty to my boss and my own survival-bility, i choose the latter.

I've been working in this company for the past 6 years, overseeing from the start from the renovation stage, until today, we are finally struggling to keep the company afloat.

No pay for the past 3 months and i soldier on.

Uncertainties for the past 6 months and i try to look on a more positive side, like being able to train whenever i want.

I am now officially out in the job market again. I will continue serving in this company until i get a job offer.

Do i feel any better?

Yes, and No.

Yes, because i finally get to say what i want. He is my friend first, and boss second. And you don't forsake a friend in the first place. If he is just MY boss, then it would had been much easier. I can just drop a letter, hope for a counter offer and consider to stay on.

But he is a friend. That makes it harder.

No, because, i felt i've betrayed a friend.

Menu for the day : Bike 30km.